MAMMA MIA

An Autism Experience!

Comments on the Broadway Across America Play Mamma Mia. Columbus, Ohio July 11, 2009

Presented by Capa - Presented at the Majestic Ohio Theatre Downtown Columbus.

The show was delightful very well done and worth every bit of the time and money. The casting and the staging was first rate, the singers and performers did a very good job and the audience was enthralled with their play. It was a delightful bit of Broadway in Ohio.

Now add the Autism to the mix and I think I was the only one there short of a deaf person that never comprehend the words to the songs or sometimes the words of the actors I didn’t know weather to laugh or cry as the people around me were impressed with the clear words from the songs and singers. I heard more than once the singers could belt out a tune. Well I was one person of the full packed theatre that never comprehended a word of the very loud well done play. That has been autism all my life - the louder bolder the noise, the less of it we comprehend. The more noise to figure out at one time (no matter how simple) the less of it that computes, overall.

That is the autism at work. This is still new news to the so called Autism Professionals but even figured out autism like I profess cannot keep up with bold and fast paced. Weather it’s a Broadway musical or counting change to a stranger we just are not there fast enough to keep up: at least I kind of learned to keep eye contact. Our brains use two different processes and we convert our deep thoughts, in this case confused with the noise and the bold loud words and turn them into normal thoughts and the resulting jumble in this case is not all there. I could not tell you a word of the songs. It was all noise with no meaning. Now as I write this I am listening to the CD of Mamma Mia even as I write this and played a low volume I can feel and hear every word all the words- all the ones everyone else did yesterday at the show. Funny in the 1800’s they fired a gun off near the ear of The Boy from Averyon (Victor) in a scientific (of course) test to see if he could hear. They determined he could hear but just like me computing what we hear is a different story. By the way autism hearing and thought are figured out, if Autism research would care to listen?

Funny, while talking to the people I was there with, I just read the lips of sister mom and Hal and since I knew them and had their ‘100 conversations’ (a Rich term) figured out I just responded with a pre thought answer. Funny I didn’t even don’t even come off as an idiot. Still, I feel like one deep inside. In real life if I’m out of my element of familiar people or simple conversations I often stutter and fumble as all the autism thoughts just get all twisted together. Now the “damm funny” part of all of this when we got to mom’s house and she was showing off her computer cabinet and all the items in it I was struck with one the components just giving off a high pitch squeal that no one else heard. That same hearing level noise is the same stuff I use to diagnose car trouble. In most people’s mindset louder and bolder makes for a better message but in this case it muddles the whole effect. However, the flip side to this slow out of touch thought process is Einstein. The slow deliberate one by one thoughts that mess up in this situation are the thoughts that mankind has yet to figure out, and get in a text book (autism/Einstein). These are keystones that really compute and solve the bigger challenges of life.

Rich Shull Host of the Blog Autism Pre Rain Man Autism, Inventor of The Turing Motor a green 70% efficient triple hybrid car motor. “ HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM! “

A new reason for reason

Philosophy, philosopher ,philosophers

I love Philosophers, they are generally speaking great thinkers and ready for any point of view. They work and weigh the options and figure and refigure things all to no avail as they don't have all the 'facts' to work with. I suspect all the theories that hold water have been explored and figured and mis figured and to their credit they don't give up. BUT What If? there were more to the human story and say another 1000 chapters to the psychology book of life yet to be written? Not only is there more to psychology there seems to be a whole living anthropology of people to support the idea there is a 1000 missing chapters to psychology.

Old Autism is noted for many high functioning people and we all out perform Rain Man the movie character. What we figured out his limited autism thoughts and then built upon them. Autism is the great leveler and also the great divide in psychology. Autism is both MR/DD and Einstein. Autism is the one by one building blocks of the human mind. The small sub thought, a routine invisible to the average thinker, also known as the' lack of eye contact' thoughts noted in Autism circles are in reality, just your daydream type thoughts working for us as humans in general.

When we think our OPTIC vision is off , yes our eyes are OFF. Our brains interject an image in our optic nerve and that image is a picture thought. Once we learn those picture thoughts they become second nature and we don't need them and and once we learn to use our picture thoughts -Einstein thoughts- water them down we can do normal thoughts just like you use. Every human has the Einstein ability in their mindset only few of us have ever developed it. In fact most humans just use a very simple shorthand version of autism -Einstein Thoughts. Normal thoughts as you know and use them are, Autism thoughts we have figured out that have been streamlined and watered down over the years perhaps by simple evolution. I include the best minds in the world in the Normal Thinker ideal. That goes miles in explaining why research and so called experts often get sidetracked and lost and spend year upon year looking under the wrong rocks to discover the obvious. The good thinkers we do have often have the world figured out but, can't overcome the "mass ignorance " factor. Gasp! Many of us now claiming Einstein status, are also former "retards" as we started out life in special education classes. What we were really doing was self teaching our selves a kind of human thought process that has never been in a text book before. At one end of the scale where we started life and school was special education and the other is Einstein and above. Note only AFTER we learn to water down our thoughts to your level can we come off as smart ,social and a non Rain Man.

There are at least 6 sublevel thoughts that happen during our lack of eye contact thoughts process you would realize as some sort of day dream. Autism's Temple Grandin wrote about the 1st two Still and Motion Pictures in her book called Thinking in Pictures. We add and build on her Picture thoughts, Picture-in picture thoughts, projection thoughts, and 3 and 4 dimension thoughts or Einstein level thoughts. These picture thoughts are the default thought process for us in- simple terms we think with your daydreams all the time. This Daydream picture thought process seems to be the nitty gritty building block thoughts humans do all the time but, just you just do it so well you don't know it is the building blocks of the mind. Nor are you aware of the picture thoughts you naturally do as they happen naturally for you. They are invisible below the surface thoughts and ideas- autistic display them with the lack of eye contact. In simple terms we are learning those thoughts on our own playing catch up to our normal counterparts.We spend much of our lives learning how to think in the sublevel level. Once we learn that the daydream thoughts , we can function OK.

ONLY when you stumble upon a situation where you are forced to say I can 'picture that' and can't put a name to it or your stopped COLD in a thought and you optic vision seems to be off and you are looking at a daydream type of picture thought do you ever get the idea of your inner workings mind wise. (Then you ignore it not knowing it is a glimpse of the innerworkings of you mind's eye) If this theory is right there are 1000's of picture thoughts flowing threw your brain all the time and your mind is just taking the highlights of them and forming words and thoughts,some are spoken as speech some are the basis for more thought. Perhaps that is why mindless television is so popular, watching the tube is just like training wheels on a bike. Is what we are really doing is thinking while watching TV?
I can tell you when I do a series of Einstein Thoughts like the ones on the inner workings of my Turing Motor I can assure you we use every bit of brain power we have as humans. More than once I wanted to hook a computer to my brain for the extra capacity but figure it is worthless overall as the human race in general is not advanced enough to rise past the dark ages- yes we are still there in the dark ages. Oh we might communicate instantly around the world , we might visit outer space and other planets but our Apollo spaceship on the moon in 1969 was like a Roman Chariot being driven by a motor vs. a horse. However we will as humans will be bumbling idiots when the satellites fail or the cell phone and computer systems someday fail- it will demonstrate how technology tricks us in to thinking we are deep down smart.

The only saving grace for mankind is in a desperate pinch someone will listen or tolerate a major disruption of life and some form of progress happens. A case in point is Alan Turing's Computer (1950's) - We use it today and love it but it was such a bad idea coming from a geek that unless it was not the needed hope for mankind and someone (like Churchill actually) seen the hope in his idea it would have never happened. Alan's computer won WWII as it broke Hitler's war codes. Normally,no one would have given Alan the time of day or done his computer theory providing there was not an extreme need . The hope he offered was the only possible hope of good end to the war. Even today Alan a Gay man is never given credit for his genius and despite his work being all over the history it is called secret service work. Man will relent when he has to but only then.

The promise of this new/old autism theory is, it might well explain every detail of the human mindset. It can explain dyslexia, stuttering ,learning abilities and dis abilities, how we talk ,form thoughts and even personality traits. Perfectionism and Narcissism, ESP , Dreams and sleep helping to solve problems and moments of genius all will glow and find new provable theories in this autism thought system. Again these are building block thoughts of the mind so it stands to reason they would explain everything about the mind. It also stands to reason the experts of all types will never have much luck in what we have done. This thought system has never been in a book before and you are already using a shorthand version of it. Naturally, research is looking up and trying to discover the facts that are not there. However, if we retrain research to look down the evolutionary ladder we will as humans put a foundation under us that will go miles in making the world and humans and mankind in general much more pleasant to each other.

The associated anthropology of people that self taught our own version of the human mind to our selves, have done one of the biggest double blind experiences of all time. Even Di Vinci and Einstein participated in it. We admire these guys and many many more great minds but until now we just put words in their mouths and quoted and mis quoted them to suit our own goals. Now finally, with this discovery we have the insight they shared that made them so 'popular' often long after they were passed on. People talk of the final frontier being space ,and exploring the depths of the oceans and the core of the earth but in reality the final frontier is man's mind and I fear he will be shocking disappointed to discover its not the masterpiece he thought it was. Even a 'work in progress' banner is giving too much credit to mankind's mindset. When this mindset is mastered it will be obvious just how primitive we really are. Take away our technology and the third world dark ages that industrialized nations keep at bay will be in everyone's back yard proving once and for all were not all that advanced. For sure we have too many people on mother earth and most are not well off at all. As long as the people with money run things to their advantage some will always prosper and spin it as life is great.

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Kim Peek Rain Man explained

The following is a quote from a comment from one of my Articles published on Off Ed News.


Just a thought from Rich Shull

"Rain Man" is based on Kim Peek who is autistic and can't tie his shoe laces or dress himself but he can read and remember at once large amounts of information

If the "autism Theory " I talk about here is right, the real Rain Man has Mastered what we call "picture thoughts" . IF we are right he has a photographic memory and has learned to read the mental images (your Daydreams) and convert those to words. That is the essence of autism. It so happens Mr. Peek happens to be able to do very big things, but if had the proper Autism training like we have had - and he learned all the Picture thoughts (sub routine) that build the normal thoughts you do he too would thrive and present as normal.

The "dumb as a sack of rocks" ideal along with the genius thing confuses everyone but in reality all he really needs is a bit of picture thought training. Of Course, none of that has been in a text book before and the odds of a normal thinkers discovering it seem like a very long shot. They need to unite us and listen to our story for a start.
by Rich Shull on Saturday, June 20, 2009 at 7:00:52 PM

This is actually just a glimmer of working autism. Many of us from all over the world have put together the pieces of the rest of the autism pie. We can see where Mr Peek did one section of the autism picture thoughts and it just happens to be one of the "bigger" things we do autistcally. If Mr. Peek had the rest of the lower level skills figured out he would function rather well.

If you put all the autistic people in the world together that Autism Lost track of and see how we all learned our never in print before sometime sub human thought process together you would have autism solved. The scope of autism is such that if the various parts get "plugged in" we do very well in one thing and one thing only. If we learn the rest of the theory we also learn many things that help us go about the thoughts that make us social and function.

Temple's Still and Motion Picture thoughts are just part of the baseline human thought process that are building blocks of the mind. Dig deep into those and see the layer upon layer of sub thoughts that form you normal thoughts. Normal Thoughts as you know them are just streamlined Autism ones. Its time Psychology knew these thoughts as well.

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The Wild Boy Not Talking

37 But he did remain Silent ,and could never tell of his wild life. And something of the wild was always in him. He loved pure Icy water and loved to drink it slowly while looking out of the window at the sky and the trees. The sound of a rising wind, or the sight of a whirling snowflakes or the sun bursting from behind a cloud still made him tremble with excitement and a wild joy.

First off drinking cold things is just heaven for us, It is probably related to our pain tolerance and I know for me just feeling the COOOOOOL go threw my body is great. It is feeling something inside our body. In fact we feel more of something like a cold water going down our throat than we do if we had a sore throat.

As for Talking,,,

Victor was so close to talking it was not funny. If things would have been just slightly different he would have talked. I'm sure if the good doctor knew of eye contact and the signals it was giving and allowed Victor time to think of a few things he could have talked. When we talk (humans in general) we have to convert daydream type of thoughts to words to be spoken. If you have ever described a daydream to some one this is the same idea. In a proper Autism School we would have to dedicate an entire segment of the school to talking. During that time we could fully explain dyslexia and stuttering and even correct these misplaced picture thoughts before they turned into issues. Keep in mind Autism is the building block thoughts of the mind and they have never been in a book before so there will be lots of 'Experts' claiming what I just wrote about is impossible, in their mind it is.

Normal Thinkers "talk" easily it has become just part of the human nature for most people but no one knows why we talk no one has ever seen the thought build that forms the words that allow us to talk. Autistic like me learned to talk by trial and error and we were often late talkers. Talking indeed has become automatic for us like it is for you but in order for that to happen, we need to learn some lack of eye contact autism thoughts first. We build on the work of Temple Grandin if we become really good communicators.

Note : If you seen the Movie Rain Man you know how the popular savant plays out in real life. That Stereotype has become the 'gold standard' for autism and of course most autistic people are not that lucky. Still like Victor above could not talk and Rain Man could not 'function' all they needed was the autism picture thoughts all figured out. Many of the very well healed autistic people in my anthropology do well by happenstance. When we compare notes and figure out what we did with our invisible lack of eye contact thought base it become obvious the picture thoughts we all learned in one form or another that make us "tic" today. As I say these picture thoughts are building blocks of the mind and will add a 1000 chapters to the psychology books -if- we were not the very retards being researched. Normal thinkers (researchers included) will continue to be asleep at the switch for a few more centuries yet. Rich Shull on the Blog Autism Pre Rain Man Autism

The Wild boy making life flow

36 Victor loved setting the table ,or anything else he could do to be helpful. Sawing firewood filled him with happiness and pride. He love the fragrant wood and the sound of the saw. He was skillful at feeding and tending the fires. When he solved a difficult problem in his studies,or the doctor praised him , he beamed with pleasure. HE love order and straightened his room every day. He was a boy ,a person. He wasn't wild anymore.

"He loved order and straightened his room every day" That is "autism picture thoughts" at work. Lost in our lack of eye contact thoughts are photo images of our lives. Those images are like your daydream to some degree and it really helps our world flow If the images in our minds eye are the same ones in reality vision. If things get moved and no longer 'match' our picture in the mind thoughts it causes confusion until we learn some more advanced autism thoughts. If you had to think in daydreams all the time like we do (our default system) and those Day dream thoughts had to match the real world you would see where many autistic get their "attitude from".

Being a Social Slave is also a hall mark autism thing. Until we figure out how to do more than most basic things socially we are better off getting along to go along. Thus we are great at doing the table ,cleaning, putting up with tons of "problems". Sadly many of us in our Autism anthropology have discovered we are prime servants for the Narcissistic people in our lives. By the time we discover a parent usually had molded us into a Narcissistic web it is often too late to help ourselves out of a eggshell life. Taat means we learn to walk on eggshells keeping the Narcissistic rants to a minimum to actually seeing the Narcissistic Eggshell in our "loved one". Narcissistic people are hollow people all built on image and no real substance. A born onto them slave like an Autism child is a gift for them.

Rich SHull on the Blog Pre Rain Man Autism.

The Wild Boy,, Page 31

Here is the Working Autism Take on this.

31 But Victor still flitted from one thing to another, Only food got his full attention. The doctor had an idea : he showed Victor a walnut, then put it under a cup and mixed it up among other cups. Victor watched Carefully and immediately turned over the right cup. The doctor hid the nut again and again, and Victor laughed and found it every time. Even when the doctor replaced the walnut with a ball, Victor always found it on his first try. " Bravo Victor"! cried the doctor, you have learned to pay attention, and you have learned to play.

Dr.Itard as most normal thinkers would, thought he was helping Victor learn to play. Here is the real scoop. Victor was using his keen autistic decibel meter hearing to decode which cup the walnut was under. Unknown to Victor or Dr Itard was the fact while Victors optic vision was being shorted out his hearing (in general) was improved. Thus he heard which place the walnut was. Many of you know the blind community hears more than you do. Its the same thing here, as our Optic vision is OFF our senses "improve" so we get along better. We are in effect deaf and blind when thinking autistically ,except for hearing the slightest whisper or the oddest noise both signal our brain to go back to Optic vision where hearing returns to a more normal range.

For those out of the loop when an autistic person thinks (truly proficient autistic people that build on Temple Grandin's work) our OPTIC vision is off. You can see that in our lack of eye contact. While our optic vision is off our brains interject into our visual field pictures it makes on its own- our thought pictures. Once we learn to read those -translate those pictures into more thought and normal thoughts and convert them speech and water them down from Einstein we can do pretty well.

Most Autistic people never even realize their Optic and brain generated vision is interchanged. Often times the Brain generated image is very close to real optic vision so close -unless your autisitcally "trained" you might not know you have two kinds of vision going on. All of us that figured out this astonishing autism trait did so by Trial and Error and double blind experience. The Autism we figured out is the building block of man's mind. Too bad Autism Speaks (.org) but doesn't listen, even though they claim its time to listen. Rich Shull on the blog Autism Pre Rain Man Autism June 2009

The Wild Boy PAGE 38 Key to man's mind

This is a VITAL autism ,mankind clue, it deserves a post all of its own!




38 And every evening , when the doctor sat on victor's bed Victor took the doctor's hand cover his eyes and forhead with it and held it there, with out moving, for a long while. They sat like this for an hour sometimes and then the doctor would kiss him and say good night.

THIS IS THE MOST VITAL STATEMENT IN the whole book Victor was tyring to tell the doctor his EYES were OFF his optic vision was OFF and he "seen" his thoughts! By holding the doctors hands over his eyes he was trying to tell the doctor in the only way he could his OPTIC vision was not always on and When It was OFF he was thinking with "daydream" thoughts and they need to be converted to "normal thoughts"

I can hear it now as I write this in 2009 ,I can hear the experts of Psychology SCREAMING "hogwash" no one thinks in Pictures and who ever heard of a daydream based thought system. And indeed they haven't BECAUSE these daydream based thoughts are the foundation for your normal everyday thoughts. Normal Thoughts are shorthand Autism thoughts. Autism thoughts are the building blocks of the mind and if you learn all of them (invisible to normal thinkers) you yield normal thoughts. These building thoughts take place during the lack of eye contact thought process noted so well in autism circles.

Learn all of these Autism thoughts and you will see how humans form words , you will see how and way the mind works, why we have stuttering and dyslexia. You will see how autism keen senses works and where they come from . You will see where all of this cave man stuff is still here in modern humans,just absently ignored. Normal Thinkers ,just don't have the scope of mind to realize they have missed the boat and despite their best effort and most notable intention will never figure out the mind as they don't the insight to even know the building block thoughts exist let alone connect Mr/Dd to Einstein. That is not a shock when normal thinker only use 10% of the human thought spectrum. The worst news is Man is doomed to his fate, like many others before me from Einstein to Turing to Di vinci and many of our modern high functioning autistic anthropology ,we are from the "wrong planet" and often came up from the bottom of special education system. Despite figuring out life and it one by one invisible to you daydream thoughts that form normal thoughts we are too little too late. Expert man , Experts in general are not experts but rather stead fast zealots working too hard to protect one point of view. Humans are indeed in fear of change or real truth especially when it comes from the bottom of the gene pool.

RIch Shull on the blog Pre Rain Man Autism

The Wild Boy Page 24 -37 End of book

The Wild Boy Mordicai Gerstein

24, Except for one man.
Jeam-Marc Itard was a young doctor at the institute and thoughtful. He saw the boy ignored and uncared for, growing wilder than ever. Itard watched as the boy sat quietly by the lily pond and gazed in tot he water for hours. The boy's eyes were deep and sad. From time to time he gently scattered a handful of dry leaves onto the surface of the water ,and watched them float away.

25 Dr Itard saw the boy who had never been held or sung to or played with. He saw a child who had never learned to be a child. He decided to take the boy home and care for him ."I will be your teacher," The doctor said to him.

26 The Doctors housekeeper , Madame Guerin, a kind motherly woman , tried to hug the boy when he arrived and but he grabbed her hand and sniffed it all over. He sniffed everything. What's his name ?" asked madame Guerin, laughing. He's never been given one," said the doctor"but I've noticed that he like the sound of 'oh'. His name should have that sound in it.

"How about Victor?" asked Madame Guerin. The boy looked at her. "Victor!" said the doctor. "I believe it will suit him."

27 They took Victor for long walks in the country. He went wild with joy. They made him comfortable in his own room ,and gave him plenty of his favorite foods.

28 One morning, It snowed. The doctor looked out and was amazed to see Victor , naked and laughing ,rolling in the snow. He Hugged it to his body and stuffed his mouth with it.

29 "His Skin," the doctor explained to Madame Geruin has never learned the difference between hot and cold and rough and smooth. We have to teach him to feel ."

They gave Victor hot baths and massaged his scarred body. Victor began to feel the warmth of the water and care in their hands . After a few weeks , he wouldn't get into the water if was too cold.

30 On chilly mornings, he began to dress himself. He learned to use a spoon instead of his hands to take potatoes out of the boiling water, or the fire. He came to love the feel of Madame Guerin's Velvet dress.

31 But Victor still flitted from one thing to another, Only food got his full attention. The doctor had an idea : he showed Victor a walnut, then put it under a cup and mixed it up among other cups. Victor watched Carefully and immediately turned over the right cup. The doctor hid the nut again and again, and Victor laughed and found it every time. Even when the doctor replaced the walnut with a ball, Victor always found it on his first try. " Bravo Victor"! cried the doctor, you have learned to pay attention, and you have learned to play.

32 Day after day, the doctor worked hard with victor trying to teach him to speak . Months passed , but Victor seemed unable to learn . The doctor grew discouraged and finally impatient. "what the use?" He shouted one day, "go back to the forest, Victor! Live like an Animal!"

33 He saw Victor's eye fill with pain and then tears. Never before had the doctor seen him weep. He hugged and rocked the as the boy wailed and snd sobbed and the tears ran down his face. "forgive me, Victor . You are not an animal . You are a boy. A wonderful Boy.' He will never learn to speak , thought the doctor sadly. He as alone in the silent woods too long. But he has learned to have feelings ,and they can be hurt.

34 Victor learned to recognize different colors and shapes. Then he learned to recognize letters. The doctor made an alphabet of cut out letters, and Victor learned to spell Lait the French word for milk. He always took those letters with him when they went to a restaurant, and used them to order milk for him self. Victor learned to read more and more and connect them to thing and idea . He learned to write the words he knew.

35 One Spring morning ,Victor woke and with out thinking ran off to find the woods . He became lost in the suburbs of Paris and spent the night hiding in the park til the police found him. When Madame Guerin came for him , he hugged and kissed her and wept with joy. I believe he love Madame Guerin more than he love me ,the doctor said wistfully to himself. That's natural I suppose in a boy.

36 Victor loved setting the table ,or anything else he could do to be helpful. Sawing firewood filled him with happiness and pride. He love the fragrant wood and the sound of the saw. He was skillful at feeding and tending the fires. When he solved a difficult problem in his studies,or the doctor praised him , he beamed with pleasure. HE love order and straightened his room every day. He was a boy ,a person. He wasn't wild anymore.

37 But he did remain Silent ,and could never tell of his wild life. And something of the wild was always in him. He loved pure Icy water and loved to drink it slowly while looking out of the window at the sky and the trees. The sound of a rising wind, or the sight of a whirling snowflakes or the sun bursting from behind a cloud still made him tremble with excitement and a wild joy.

38 And every evening , when the doctor sat on victor's bed Victor took the doctor's hand cover his eyes and forhead with it and held it there, with out moving, for a long while. They sat like this for an hour sometimes and then the doctor would kiss him and say good night.

39 And If the doctor looked back in on him when the moon was full , victor was always gazing up into it, perfectly still , bathed in silver light. I wonder what he sees ,thought the doctor ,I wonder what he feels. I wonder....


38 And every evening , when the doctor sat on victor's bed Victor took the doctor's hand cover his eyes and forhead with it and held it there, with out moving, for a long while. They sat like this for an hour sometimes and then the doctor would kiss him and say good night.

THIS IS THE MOST VITAL STATEMENT IN the whole book Victor was tyring to tell the doctor his EYES were OFF his optic vision was OFF and he "seen" his thoughts! By holding the doctors hands over his eyes he was trying to tell the doctor in the only way he could his OPTIC vision was not always on and When It was OFF he was thinking with "daydream" thoughts and they need to be converted to "normal thoughts"

I can hear it now as I write this in 2009 ,I can hear the experts of Psychology SCREAMING "hogwash" no one thinks in Pictures and who ever heard of a daydream based thought system. And indeed they haven't BECAUSE these daydream based thoughts are the foundation for your normal everyday thoughts. Normal Thoughts are shorthand Autism thoughts. Autism thoughts are the building blocks of the mind and if you learn all of them (invisible to normal thinkers) you yield normal thoughts. These building thoughts take place during the lack of eye contact thought process noted so well in autism circles.

Learn all of these Autism thoughts and you will see how humans form words , you will see how and way the mind works, why we have stuttering and dyslexia. You will see how autism keen senses works and where they come from . You will see where all of this cave man stuff is still here in modern humans,just absently ignored. Normal Thinkers ,just don't have the scope of mind to realize they have missed the boat and despite their best effort and most notable intention will never figure out the mind as they don't the insight to even know the building block thoughts exist let alone connect Mr/Dd to Einstein. That is not a shock when normal thinker only use 10% of the human thought spectrum. The worst news is Man is doomed to his fate, like many others before me from Einstein to Turing to Di vinci and many of our modern high functioning autistic anthropology ,we are from the "wrong planet" and often came up from the bottom of special education system. Despite figuring out life and it one by one invisible to you daydream thoughts that form normal thoughts we are too little too late. Expert man , Experts in general are not experts but rather stead fast zealots working too hard to protect one point of view. Humans are indeed in fear of change or real truth especially when it comes from the bottom of the gene pool.

RIch Shull on the blog Pre Rain Man Autism